MOOD'S WINGS 6:Don't know what this is :/

Okay last i checked
My life was picture perfect
But man somethin must have changed
I feel like i need somethin else
N no i cant tell u what it is
Cos shit's a drain to explain
I don know what is amiss
aint no source to this pain
in over my head in this
N you sure think i'm deep
when i only showed this iceberg's peak
N i shan't speak
Cos on the outset this all seems sweet
But the *STORY* eventually
'Crumbles down like titanic'
So why lay a foundation
Why 'build a bridge'
I'm already 'at your side'
Wont let you fall for this
Word to em love is evil
Need an exorcist
Look what it almost did
Transformed an apathetic
Into a pathetic
Or maybe somethin's wrong
with my analysis
Pray i'm just a 'dyslexic'
its all simple,not this complex shit
But then again i've never been a conformist
But 'takes two to confirm this'
So i cant really judge,you wantin this
This haunted bliss
dismissed signs as co coincidences
but they're far too many
n m not cookin up things
But another hit me
As i was jottin this
But gotsta get me-off of this
My soul needs ta breathe out of my skin
Wonder whether she cud help me
If she cud step in my kicks
N look at herself n see what i see
No skin,a heartbeat,,halo n wings
Not overstatin things
But it is...what it is
Just dont know what it is
Hopin this fog'll lift
n yeaahh a moment of clarity

*STOREY